Posted in English on Sep 20th, 2009
Days that passed
Days to come
I remember thee
As I go on.
The Summer burned my face
But I smiled to it.
For I knew, it wouldn’t
Burn me for long.
When fall came
I was far away
Preparing for a cold
Like I hadn’t felt before.
Winter was beautiful
A sight I thought
I would never see.
Spring was a relief
For even the beautiful
Was too cold for longing.
Then [...]
Posted in English on Sep 20th, 2009
As I write
And remember
How we laughed
And played
I feel tears
Coming to my eyes,
I try smiling
Thinking how
Happy those times were
But I can’t stop thinking
How sad it is
To not have a
Favorite place
Anymore.
Posted in English on Sep 20th, 2009
An easy happy life
Is a dream we all have
As the fear that even
A happy life
May have a short
Sad end.
Posted in English on Sep 20th, 2009
For those who fought
And showed me another way
I thank thee
And fighting I remain.
In this world
A lot I have learned
But as I follow my way
I see many who have lost theirs.
I remember then,
The suffering in crawling
Lost in our own mist.
With thin chances of being found
For no one seems to see us.
As my time is short
And I [...]
Tired from fighting
Begging for rest.
Should it be heard?
Or waiting
Should he remain?
For brave he was
And brave he is.
Why should he wait
Still standing tall
Begging to fall
In the eternal rest
That awaits us all.
Posted in English on May 23rd, 2009
For what is eternal
And for what is not
For what in life you can find
And in death you will lose.
Can you still stand
Day after day
Striking to obtain
What will never
Be truly yours?
As I walk in the city
Many pass through me
I see them all bumping
At each other.
A few whisper sorry
Others blame the other
Some don’t even seem to notice
But none looks back
All so busy
They never really care
For they all know
They will never see
The other again.
It’s cold,
I can’t breath
My lungs are burning
But I feel none to scared
Or sad.
It had to come anyway
Why not now?
I don’t feel my lungs burning anymore.
I feel light
Almost like floating
I take my first big breath
And realize
I am not drowning anymore.
I start hearing voices
I feel a weight on my chest.
I wish it would stop
It hurts so much!
And [...]
The story that I’ll tell you
Is one you have never heard
The tale of life or
The tale of living
As you prefer.
I was young when I was told.
But I remember it clearly.
He was sitting on that old chair
His hands together and his eyes closed:
“I was young when I was told
Of this tale:
As everyone struggles to find
Meaning in [...]
My hideout
I shall never find
For I once spot it
Then lost it
Without ever coming
Back on track.
For what I have once lost
I may remain hidden.
I have a secret
I always keep it near me
So close that I can
Always hear it.
So smooth,
Just like my heart
Beating slowly.
It tends to lean
And try to escape
But it never does,
It goes back in
And stays with me
Always with me.
But then,
Someone calls it
And it leans so much
That I can feel
Every single heart beat
Striking in my chest.
Funny though,
That I [...]
Posted in English on Feb 15th, 2009
I’m losing it
I can’t write
I can’t think,
I don’t feel
I’m tired
But I don’t want to rest
I want to finish
But I haven’t even began.
I look around
Ideas all over
But nothing works
Nothing is good enough.
I want something different
I want something new and fresh
Start, re-start
Think and write
No! Write and think!
Are you done?
No!
Oops, I’ve finished already…
Don’t worry! It will all go away.
I turned around, but there’s no one there
Could it be? Could everything be okay?
Could everything go away?
No, I don’t think so,
But still, wouldn’t it be great
If at least something changed?
Posted in English on Jan 31st, 2009
Life is hard
Death is easy
Life is hard to control
Death you can chose or wait.
Life gives and takes
Death too.
Life ends
Death doesn’t.
Everything disappears
It will all go away
Wishes and hopes are fading
I can’t see very well.
I’m bumping, bumping
And bumping.
So many forms around me.
Even when I see nothing
I keep bumping.
I’m falling,
I can feel my body closer and closer
To the ground
I move my arms forward
But I touch nothing ,
I wasn’t falling after all.
The walk, even so short
Shows many things,
I see some reddish trees,
How beautiful they are.
But as I moved
Their leaves would fall,
So I stopped and admired,
And what an enchanting
Sight it was.
The sun, starting to go down
Would give an orange tone
To everything
Except,
The falling red leaves.
They were dead and yet
So beautiful I could look at them
Forever.
But soon they would [...]
Oh my! What a long day
But now at last I may rest
Oh, but it was a crowded day
Full with little grief and endless joy
To so many I said ” good-day!”
And now “good-night!”
But, at the end of the day
I must also say “goodbye”.
For this day I push
My life away.
And now, thanks to all
Rest I may.
The world is so cruel
Everywhere I look
I see a crying face
I see a bloodless person
I see a mute scream
I see a silenced speech
With a fear of laughter in it.
I see a desfigurated body
And so near to me
I see nothing
It’s an empty space.
(Outside)
I don’t think the glasshouse
Has ever been this full
Do you?
Posted in English on Jan 10th, 2009
To forever live
It’s something we can not do.
That is what science teach us
We are mortals,
But people fight that
And found a way
To deceive death.
Books, they keep
Their characters alive.
You may die there
But you look back
And you live again.
So make yourself
Worthy of being read about
And forever you shall live.
Oh my! Oh my!
What began only a while ago
Is now lying done and dead
Oh my! Oh my!
What should I do?
So far I did none
Oh my! Oh my!
It’s always the same old story
What begins ends.
Oh my! Oh my!
Do I want it to end?
Yes.
When?
Never.